Hey love?
How have you been? I've missed you a lot & have had you on my mind for so long! Life has been great with school, so great that sometimes I feel so guilty. I feel guilty because in school I'm So consumed by what I'm learning that I don't keep up with snapchat or putting out funny content on any of my social medias. I know I have to tighten up any day off isn't a good day. Anyways since you guys are my family I always promise to tell you everything raw about my life.
Last night I got a good 2 hour sleep after staying up watching short film on youtube with Ronald over text as inspiration for my screenwriting class project that was due 9 am today. I was so sleepy but Im so passionate about film that I cannot bear to attach my name to anything I am not proud of. I would have been devastated if I didnt come through with a cool movie there are so many talented people in my class and I just can't let myself fall behind while everyone else shines. I have to do my best and learn everything i can and apply everything I've learned to become the best film director in the history of directors.
Tori and I had this talk. The day I realized that she was different was this day we went to the gym and we got in an argument over uber. Tori has this personality where she's like this little infant child that constantly needs to be taken care of and like attended to. I told her to like order the uber or something and she always takes the easy way out when I ask for a favor i was just like "order an uber" and she was all "you do it I don't know how" I was so pissed because she didn't attempt to read. she told me something like "don't you ever speak to me that way don't ever talk to me again I don't need this friendship. I was kinda like "okay?" because I'm not really good with conveying my emotions and I left it at that. I come home to Tori wanting to talk about her feelings. Tory kinda just grew on me like mold. she like snuck her way into my heart and little by little forced her way in and made me love her. its weird. kinda creeps me about because we look up to each other and like telling each other how we feel and she gets jealous when i bring ANY one around me who's new. OH and if its a new girl friend she will fucking GO CRAZY
THIS week has just been soon long i don't remember the last time I left a normal days worth, I'm relaxing I'm going to continue to grown on my filmmaking and take all of life opportunities until the right on fall on my lap.. because it will
Julia
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