Whats up my love,
Glad you came back to read another blog. Today I wanted to go over something simple, something I get asked quite often "what keeps me going from giving up"
theres a lot that keeps me going. There are so many things that have happened in my life that have lit this fire to lead me on this really dark path. From people telling me my ideas were dumb to other really telling me they actually believed in me. strange huh how the people so close to you can have such different thoughts you have on one ear "thats crazy you're ideas are nuts thats could never happen" and in the other "you have such a talent keep pushing"
I've gotten it all from " you're not funny" "you're weird" "stick to modeling" "you suck at modeling" "you're a disgrace to this earth" and quite honestly I don't know how I got through it myself.
there were many of those nights I could have swore I was going to give up because i didn't believe in myself but what kept me going in the bigger picture.
letting go of all my dreams and wondering "well what if" would be far more scary than anything in my entire life. I can't go through life wondering what it would be life if I didn't 100% and follow this dream I have to take over the world and speak about how easy it is to get through life if you just try .
I let everyone telling me I couldn't do it add to the fuel of the fire.
I let the people I looked up to and who also had a story just like mine lead me in sort of the right way without really ever speaking to me
and I let these vivid visuals of what I imagine my life to be keep me motivated to keep me on my toes and remember what I could potentially have out of life
hope you guys are all having a great day let me know what you guys want me to write about next.
Sounds like there's no stoping you from achieving your dreams. With every day, youre one step closer. Youre pretty amazing, Julia. I only wish the best for you but I hope get the bad as well to motivate you and oush you to become bugger than y could think you could ever become.
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What accomplishments do you, personally, have to make in your life to say to yourself "wow I made it"?
Julia let me ask you this and hope you could answer. Maybe you might ignored the question but here it goes. If you try to be famous and be a role model to this young kids why you SMOKE WEED AND DO DRUGS? ALSO WHY YOU PUT IT ON SOCIAL MEDIA SO KIDS COULD SEE IT?... HOPE YOU ANSWER.
ReplyDeleteJulia let me ask you this and hope you could answer. Maybe you might ignored the question but here it goes. If you try to be famous and be a role model to this young kids why you SMOKE WEED AND DO DRUGS? ALSO WHY YOU PUT IT ON SOCIAL MEDIA SO KIDS COULD SEE IT?... HOPE YOU ANSWER.
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